February 2012
150 posts
Still ignored.
he said he would call me and he didn’t,
but hey, what else is new?
Fast sunday.
Napo: hey char, we're gonna ride 30 miles.
Me: but I'm fasting today. No food,no water.
Napo: well we have to prepare.
And now I'm freaking Hakeem Olajuwan because I fasted and they still made me ride 22.
When you have no idea what your sunday school teacher wants you to say, look at the chapter heading.
me: i have embraced my forever-alone-ness.
bill: you won’t be forever alone.
me: lol okay.
bill: someday when you’re at college, you’ll go to the grocery store. and you’ll run into this guy. and he’ll say, “hey. you’re cute. what’s your name?” and you’ll say, “char.” and he’ll say, “oh, that’s funny, i...
josie, why are you singing if you don't know the...
park is the worst character on the whole show.
if i wanted you to be like me, i would be urging...
coughing up blood is in the drinking game for a reason.
this is the only episode i’ve liked chase in this whole season.
“i’m okay. just knowing you’re there for me is enough.”
tj just called me.
“we need to get together…and talk about…things.”
“okay.”
“so just… let me know… whenever… works for you.”
“you really don’t have to do this.”
“actually, i do.”
so basically, my going over his head to ollie has forced ollie to force him to talk to me.
which makes it look better.
but in actuality,...
i’ve finally finished unliking about 47000 things on facebook so if a college decides to fb stalk me, they don’t see all the things i “became a fan of” when i was 12.
And I should have hugged him, but I didn’t.
87daysbefore:
I wonder how many hours I’ve spent in a towel when I’m too lazy to put on clothes after a shower.
diamond-dove:
i just don’t understand why everyone is mad at me for just trying so hard to please everyone
I wanted it,
But not like this.
I am so embarrassed.
Why would he think intervening like that was okay?
i’ve seen your flag on the marble arch,
love is not a victory march.
if it all comes back full circle, we’re on round 3 at least by now.
it’s just all empty all the time and i try to fill myself by laughing often and listening to good music but it all drains out of me and i’m left back where i started.
there are phrases i need to stop using.
best day of my life.
favorite person ever.
slowly drowning.
i know it’s stupid and i know it shouldn’t matter, i know it doesn’t matter, and i know that i shouldn’t care, but i’m slowly drowning.
how i avoid discussing my life and why nobody ever...
crick: you have to tell me what happened last night that made it suck so much.
me: it’s just an accumulation of a lot of things.
me: what are you supposed to do when someone hates you so much that it makes you hate yourself, but you still have to love them?
crick: idk. that’s deep shit. sounds like me and my parents.
me: (suddenly realizing i should never have said that) oh yeah,...
Suck up my pride, I'll take the blame.
You don’t date someone because you love their parents.
What do you do when somebody hates you so much...
The you can do better and the don’t worry about it and the just keep on keeping on is getting older and older.
There is no one I can talk to about this. I can’t force my problems onto other people.
I can’t even stand JW.
He used to have me kiss the basketball before he shot and I swear every time I kissed it, he missed by a millimeter.
Why do I subject myself to 10 hours a week of...
Why do I subject myself to 10 hours a week of feeling empty.
i take it back, sugar is 60% and rachel is the other 40%.
“i wanna marry you but you can’t use my bathroom.”
tina and mike might be the only glee couple i still ship.
sugar motta embodies 90% of the things i hate in teenage girls.
Crick has weird speech habits that he must think...
“okie dokie” “night night” ok cricky we are 17.
"haha."
sucks.
lent.
i hate it when i see people giving up stupid things for lent.
as i understand it, you’re supposed to give up something huge. you’re supposed to take the opportunity to change your life.
but no, everybody looks at it as a punishment. 40 days of no pizza. 40 days of no coke (#LOLPEPSITIME). 40 days of not straightening your hair.
please.
reconsider.
lucy hale's stage crying looks just like my real...
tj is an eagle freaking scout whoopee
this is why you should make friends with people of...
crick: hey char you should apply at rice with me and john smith.
me: (thoughts: i would so love to spend another 4 years with y'all, too bad i'm not smart enough)
me: lol no. i'm too stupid.
they're making a movie about sarah palin?
Some things that should not have been forgotten were lost.
The hearts of men are easily corrupted.
100460:
i think i have the ugliest body in the whole entire world
sometimes i really want to buy an album or a song on itunes but i just can’t bring myself to
because the album cover is just so ugly.
so i have to wait until i can convince someone to burn me a cd of it so that i can skip the crappy album art.
The wind can't blow the house down
Time brings us all to a standstill.
how long would it take me to forget someone?
why are some things embedded in my memory forever,
but other things i can’t remember at all?
he had a bad day, so i worried myself sick, and then i had a bad day.
because i’m an insomniac.
i stay up all night worrying.
sometimes the meds don’t even work.
because it became just another thing for me to worry about.
because i was starting to hate my best friend over it.
because i hated always trying my hardest and still never being adequate.
and maybe, just maybe, a little bit, because of tj.
my top ten least favorite types of people, in no...
people who are opinionated, but can’t explain why they have that opinion.
people who put themselves down just so that other people will compliment them.
people who only do things so that other people will like them.
people who take me for granted.
people who don’t say thank you.
people who constantly complain, but don’t try to change whatever they’re complaining...